writing, reading, speaking, living
Another long wait between
posts. I apologize but I have good reasons, really.
Good raisins, too.
I was at WWDC all last week (see photos
here), which ran the gamut of
emotional and physical responses: excitement,
frustration, confusion and exhaustion. It was a
good conference as far as I could tell (I attended
quite a few sessions but much of my day was spent
in meetings), but the best times were outside of
the conference, spent with all of the many great
friends I have back in my hometown.
I will be posting an article about WWDC over in the
Norton blogsite and you probably either already know
what happened there or just don't care. Suffice to
say that the iPhone is rapidly becoming a legitimate
technology platform and I think it's appropriate to
say that the transition that this iPhone is a part of
(if not helping define) is a big one. It will be very
interesting to see what features we assume from
technology in the next five years.
- I am a guest host on this week's iFanboy podcast. It was
a lot of fun, and one of those items I was very
happy to check off in my "life's to do list". I
had started listening to the podcast several years
ago and always thought it would be fun to be on
the show, and now I can say, it was an absolute
blast to do it. It was a real pleasure and the
feedback has been very positive so far. It's a lot
of prep work, getting ready for the show, I had to
get a headset to use with Skype (for sound
quality) and set up my desk so I could easily
access the books we were discussing, my notes,
water, coffee, chat windows...it was like doing a
radio show, which, of course, makes sense. The
thing about the show is that it's usually pretty
entertaining even if you don't know anything about
comics, since there are aspects to the
conversation that everyone can relate to
(characters, stories, art, etc). This was another
"live" event that I really couldn't truly prep for
(not unlike the stuff I had to do in Vegas), so I
am relieved it went well.
It also underscores my belief that you truly achieve
any goal you have if you make a consistent
effort to achieve said goal. Now, sure, I
didn't write out "Be on iFanboy" one day, but I
did want to get more involved, to the point
that getting on the show would definitely become an
option. And, now, it's happened. Of course, now I am
writing a weekly article for them, which I did not
plan at all--but it got me a chance to be on the
show. And, again, while I could control some aspects
toward this goal (enthusiastic participation, making
sure to keep in touch, etc, etc), the TIMING was not
in my control at all. If I had any expectation of
"being on the podcast by xx years," none of this
would have happened. I know, I sound like a broken
record, but life is all about living the moment and
not trying to fulfill expectations (yours or others).
- Speaking of real time activities, I gotta admit
that writing regularly is quite a challenge. I had a
crazy time last week when I had both an article for
iFanboy, a new story summary, the first 10 pages of
my screenplay and my inciting incident due on
Tuesday. Now, of course, I am to fault completely--I
procrastinated like crazy, but that's how I am used
to dealing with writing deadlines: I get the
topics/scenes/sections figured out in my head, and
then I sit down and write it out. That's how I got
through college--all of my papers were first drafts,
technically--and it worked out fine. And life is not
all that different now, come to think of it. When I
was in college I had homework and papers due all the
time, but was in rehearsals until 11 almost every
night of the week, so doing it my head was my only
recourse, really.
Maybe it is more difficult because I don't have that
crazy structure that made me so nuts back then.
Whatever--I did all the work that I needed to do, and
so far, so good. What is...stressful? interesting?
just...different? about writing NOW is that there is
nothing for me to refer to--everything I am writing
is from my own head. I am being asked to take a
topic, aim my brain at it, and then transform that
chaos into text and pictures. Which is a
challenge, let me tell you! It's a great
challenge, but I can see why "real" writers make a
schedule--if I had any kind of discipline, I would be
getting up at 6am each morning and just get it done
before I went to work. I might have to do just that,
actually--the screenplay is going to be at least 100
more pages, right? It took me over an hour to get the
first 10 done...that's at least 10 more
hours...yikes...scary.
But it's all new--all of this is new, and I haven't
been challenged like this in awhile. I am definitely
growing creatively, which feels really good.
- I made quite a few Father's Day calls yesterday. It
was nice. It's really quite an experience to watch my
oldest friends become parents. Trips me out like
crazy.
- We won't talk about acting right now. Nothing to
talk about.
- Saw some great old cars
at The Grove a few weeks ago. Check the photos
here.
Have a good week!
Very, very quickly
Hey there!
Just wanted to let you know that my first article for iFanboy.com is up. I gotta say,
I was really nervous about the whole thing. I
mean, I was really, really flattered to be asked
but honestly, I had no idea what I was going to
talk about, week after week. (I still don't,
really.) But it's a great opportunity and I'll
just continue to write as long as they'll have me.
Of course, now I just have to get my Norton blog
updated...I think I will probably do a series of
entries during WWDC up in San Francisco, which
should be a fun time. I will be twittering any fun
stuff during the Keynote, so swing by a few times
next week to see if I have any cool news from the
show.
Other than that, things are fine. I had a really good
on camera class on Monday; it was nice to get a
chance to rehearse a few times and do a few takes for
the scene, rather than just the one take that we tend
to do in my "normal" class (though that is
tremendously useful, arguably more useful to be
better at that single take, when it comes to getting
an actual job). I had to book out for next week which
is always a bit frustrating, but honestly, there is
just not a lot of work out there right now, at least
for me, I guess.
On the political side, I am super stoked on Obama's
speech last night. I was
listening to his speech last night on the way home
and it was truly inspiring to hear the crowd go
absolutely bonkers. I haven't heard applause and
cheering like that for a politician like that in a
very long time...if ever, to be honest. It's gonna
be fun to watch.
All right--I gotta run.
(ps - I’m using Rapidweaver 4.0 for the site
now, and it’s a really great improvement. There’s
a lot of delay when I type, which is annoying but
that’ll get fixed.)
greatend/weak end
The flier promised a party...
and the party delivered...
me and Conor from iFanboy.
More pics from the party here. Write up here.
I think it's pretty safe to say that whenever there's a comic book event, like Wondercon or Comic-Con, I have a fantastic time. Fantastic in the truest sense of the word. I was on the Bart train on Sunday morning heading to the airport and I literally could not help grinning. What a time!
This weekend was Wonder-Con up in San Francisco, and I ended up flying up for Friday and Saturday. It was super, super fun. My flights were crazy delayed but I was able to eek into the Darwyn Cooke (wiki, art) discussion and a DC Nation panel and get into the main hall for a bit. I won't go into it too much, but you should know that Darwyn Cooke is an incredibly amazing artist and writer--I am a huge fan. Like, massive fan, he's in my top 3 or 5 favorite comic book writers/artists list.
ohhh...man, it's way later. It's like four days later and I am actually sicker than I have been in years. I don't usually get sick, but already I was sick when I got home for the holidays and now I have some kind of flu, which I think I got from Tom.
So, I am all derailed from whatever I was talking about...regardless, Wondercon was fun, but hanging out with new friend Sonia and old friends James, Josh, Conor, Gordon and Ron was much more fun.
Other than that? I've been sick. Whit's still in Ohio, so I have been battling this flu by myself (which is good, I don't want her to get this thing), but it's driving me crazy. I haven't been able to work out and I fear I might have missed my favorite yoga teacher's last class for awhile. I must admit, if I don't work out for a few days in a row, I get nervous that I will just fall off the wagon altogether. I'll get back into it, I just hate feeling this way, I can't even fake feeling better. Craptastic.
I enrolled in an online screenwriting class that is going to start at the end of April. It's in concert with the All-Story magazine and I am both excited and nervous about it. Already I am thinking about possible story ideas and tossing them asunder, but I am hoping that the class will help me think about story ideas in a different, less binary way. I figure I spend a lot of time watching movies and I definitely have opinions, so I might as well do it for myself, you know? It's so easy to judge how bad a story is from the comfort of my couch.
We'll see how that goes.
Had a nice call from Jim in my acting class. I guess he's filming a "spec pilot" (basically filming a script that would then be shopped around as an original series) this weekend. I read the script (super random but fun) and gave him my stuff, but I didn't hear anything back. Considering they are filming right now (it is now Saturday March 1), I bet I didn't get the part, but that's totally fine--I was just flattered and happy that Jim figured I could do the job. Besides, I look and feel like death, and it's not a show about zombies.
Such a weird week. I have been in and out of life, in a way, auditions and work in the beginning of the week, work and pillows the rest of the week. I have an audition for some kind of radio play (or something, I don't know) where I have to bring in a few character voices...I think I've got them, but kind of nervewracking...like, gimme something to at least read so I can prep some characters that would be relevant, you know?
I am just looking forward to feeling better so I can think clearly again. I have been trying to read and write in this journal but I just kind of fade out after awhile.
time to upload. be well.
pre wrap up pre-up
Ron from iFanboy and James
from Isotope Friday
evening...
I just wanted to write a
little bit about my fantastic weekend in San
Francisco. I went up to see Oliver before goes and
retrieves his family from China and though I expected
a good time, I really did have a
fantastically good time! Other than finally getting
to hang out with Oliver and literally do nothing for
most of the day on Saturday (a skill we spent many
years honing in high school and college)--something
we haven't been able to do in a very long time--we
ended up having a typically random evening with
James, Kirsten, Ash, Allie and special guest star and
friend Ron Richards from the iFanboy comic podcast, who was
in town for a variety of very cool reasons.
Saturday night was dinner at Tom's then hanging
out at Paul's party. Very fun, meeting
up with new friends and old (got to see Giamma, Al and Allison, etc...!).
Ollie at his Mac station doing important stuff:
Oliver, Mike Gibson and I joined this motley crew for
dinner, then we met up with Tom and his friend Chris
at this really fun burlesque show at
the DNALounge that James knew about. See? I told
you--random. James actually knows of all the very
cool places to go, and actually has a rapidly
becoming world famous San Francisco Tiki Bar Tour
that I actually have yet to embark on.
(later)
Funny, I just returned to this after typing from the
other day, and I was apparently in the middle of a
sentence that reads, "So, it was cool, I was able to
check out..."--and I have no idea what I was
referring to. Sigh. Maybe I will remember.
LA doesn't have these.
As is often the case, my
return home to San Francisco was both calming and
energizing at the same time (oh, I think I remember!
dope, I will write about it in a few sentences). The
weather was really nice, and it was just nice to roam
the streets a bit and hang out without having too
much of an agenda. I was bummed to see that they have
completely demolished The Coronet movie theatre,
which was one of the best houses on the West Coast.
So bummed.
The Coronet would play all the BIG movies. It's now
just an empty lot.
I did end up
(and this is what I was talking about before)
checking out a yoga class at Yoga Tree near Castro. The
studio looked like it was an old dance school or
something--massive room that was kept really warm
(again, what is with that?). Great teacher,
though, and really fun class. We did this crazy
"OM tapestry" where everyone had to say "Om" 12
times so it was just this crazy long "ohhhmmm"
that went on for a minute or two. It was totally
cool, I had never done something like that--and
yes, if you had told me a year ago I would talking
about chanting Om a bunch of times with a bunch of
folks after a 90 minute yoga session, I would say,
"Really? That sounds really trippy but I guess I
can see it." Funny how life changes (and doesn't,
of course). Still, it's nice to go to a city and
find a new class, it's just fun to jump into a
class and have an idea of what to do while still
learning new poses, etc.
Cafe Abir has been totally redone--it's much nicer
than when I lived nearby. The best part...
$4 Hoegaarden's!
Flash mobbers at the Muni bus shelter on lower Haight
on Friday night...
A good visit, all in all;
I found it difficult to want to get back into my car
and drive back, which I guess explains the hour and a
half I spent at Starbucks with my parents just
talking about everything that's going on, etc. I
would have to say that one of the good things about
growing older is watching my relationship with my
parents change. I relate to them now much more as
good friends, and have a much better idea of how they
must have been like when they first met, in a way. It
is a great gift to have a good relationship with my
folks, and I am much happier now that we are on the
same coast.
And now it's Wednesday and, whew! I am tired, yo! I
blame myself. I was up until 1am playing Halo 3 with Nick. Yes, I caved
in like everyone else, and I am happy to report
that it was worth it...great game, a lot of fun. I
felt like I was in high school again. Or college.
Or even just a few years ago when Halo 2 came out.
Or perhaps earlier this year when I played
Gears with Tom until late at night.
Acting wise, it has been busy with some auditions and
a callback, but nothing to write home about yet. I've
been dutifully recording the pilots of a few shows in
case I get a chance to audition for 'em but haven't
seen anything yet. Whit's gone for the Dawn launch (tomorrow morning);
I guess she got to see the Space Shuttle and
traverse around the catwalks in the hangar...so
cool. It's not good to be jealous of your spouse,
but I think it is warranted in this case.
All right, time to post this. I have a funny little
widget that shows who is looking at the site from
where, but I doubt more than one person is looking at
this at any given time. Who knows? More soon...



